I forgot

Too many fantasies feigned
I swore I could feel this again
I forgot my idea of heaven
Was your need, an avenue used

Thoughts served up too high
I swore I could ache to be alive
I forgot my moments of passion
Was your need, another beautiful lie

Heart beats wasting their blood
I swore I could bleed to be real
I forgot the way I was feeling
Was your need, a meaningless touch

Fingers tracing along the line
I swore I could define this pleasure
I forgot my moans in bliss
Was your need, just another time

Tipping the Velvet
I swore I could see the possibilities
I forgot my epiphany
Was your need, knowing you were alive