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My name is Samantha and I am a 22 year old college first year senior at UNCG trying to figure out life as I type this. I am very involved in activism for LGBT rights, women's rights, human rights in general. I enjoy intellectual and political discussion, movies, music, reading, meeting new people, writing poetry and newspaper articles, and the lifelong acquistion of knowledge in and outside the classroom.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

With You

I believed a lot of things
That happiness would was just a fantasy
For me to feign and engender in my mind
Over the years, I lived through others
Through the characters that gave me peace

But I never believed my own peace was to be
That I would see the world through your eyes
That I would breathe new life between your lips
Through each kiss
I am restored and renewed

I believed a lot of myths
That love was just for the few
That I would never know the bliss
Of a morning dew, of a morning kiss
That the lucky could only experience this high

But I never believed they would be dispelled
That I would feel my spirit awaken
That I would give my all to see you once again
Each moment spent is a gift
A treasure that I never knew could exist within my arms

I believed that my heart would soar through alone
For another poem written for somebody else-
but not for me
I thought I would never see the path to you
That fate handed me a deck less than the aces

But I never believed it would be here and now
That I would be crying tears of joy
That I would be able to envision a future
A future that wasn't alone anymore
A future with you